They usually don't say what they really think
Cook up a joke and they serve it to you
Drink too much then they overthink
Cook up a joke in a spoon and they feed it to you
She told me all her secrets in an elevator going down
Blacked out and made out with the landscaper's daughter
Think I'm gonna drown myself tonight
You are so blue so early in the morning
I'm so sorry I forgot to put the pizza in the fridge
I come home so late, so early in the morning
I find you asleep and realize how lucky I am
But my relationship with the bottle is far from over
I just get so goddamn depressed
I tried to quit but it just made me sick
So wait for me or just move along
I usually don't say what I really think
Cook up a joke and I serve it to you
Drink too much and then I overthink
Joke up a joke in a spoon and I feed it to you
She told me all her secrets in an elevator going down
Blacked out then made out with the landscaper's daughter
Think I'm gonna drown myself tonight
My memory is a mess
From the things that I suppress
Drugs no longer work
They just bring me down
It's bringing me down
Billy should be underground
I try to drink it off but the memory is too strong
In the parking lot
He pushes my head down
It's bringing me down
Billy should be underground
credits
released October 30, 2020
Drums: Cameron Fraser
Guitar, Bass, Vocals: Ralph Clarke
Engineer, mixing, recoding: Jack Wiktor
Big thanks to my friends Jack and Cammy for helping me with this project. Also thanks to my partner Tara Dhaness for the photos!